You do notice after awhile that you haven't updated in awhile. The difficult part is realing that you're not blogging because of time, or lack of events; it's a deep shame that permeates every part of you. Failure in one part seeps into every aspect of your life: suddenly, you can't do anything.
The amazing part about this is the failure to rationalize, or accept positive thoughts.
Here are the facts: I lost my Master's, failing in my compositions by 5 points. Had I gotten the minimum, I would have graduated with honors. Had I gone for only a PGDip rather than a Master's, I would have received high honors.
Luckily for me, the school allows all one-year students to resubmit failed portions. My composition teacher is gracious enough to provide me with some more lessons. I have until September, so the key now is to get off my duff.